Mistress Goes on a Binge
I make no secret of my love for bras. “Love” really isn’t a strong enough word. “Obsessed” maybe. “Addicted, now we’re getting closer. There’s just something about all the new colors, the lace and the way the cups hold the “girls” like the hands of a lover, that turns me on in a way I cannot describe. The other day I was chatting with one of my closeted sissies and telling her how I have been replacing all the bras I got rid of and have been on a bra shopping spree. She laughed and said it sounded like her after one of her purges. Now although, my binging and purging has been due to a size change, I will admit that I love the fact that there are no memories associated to any of my new ones. And what she said really got me thinking.
Starting Over After a Purge
One of dearest sissies did a complete sissy purging at the beginning of the year. On New Year’s Eve she bagged up all her make-up, clothes, heels, panties – everything – and pitched it all. A couple of months ago, she found herself feeling anything but complete. Eventually, she sought out a Mistress (Moi), for what she wasn’t sure. At first, she just wanted to tell someone. But really, she wanted someone there to be not only supportive but also encouraging. With a healthy acceptance of who she is ~ and some cleaver hiding placing ~ I am happy to say she has been doing her part to stimulate the economy.
Owning It
Now another one of my gals is a whole different story. She is a total panty slut that proudly walks into Victoria’s Secret and asks for what she wants in the size and color she wants. Then she goes home and models them for her Mistress. When she leaves for her drab office job as her alter ego, she does so wearing the sexiest of panties under those khakis. And while her coworkers dread weekend chores she makes the most of it by slipping into her new sissy maid’s outfit. To her any reason ~ a sale, holiday, new season or just a Monday ~ is a reason to binge.
We all go through it. Maybe it’s because we want to try to change ~ to forget someone/something or to try something new. Maybe it’s because we really have changed (in my case my size – lol) Maybe it’s to treat ourselves or to freshen up our wardrobe for the season. Regardless of the reason, we binge, we purge but what matters most ~ is that in the end we are happy with ourselves and we take the time to get our girl on.
Ms K
From time to time, I talk to my sissies and cross dressers about purging. Something in them makes them feel like they need to stop, like they should stop, or they have already been found out. There is no better indicator to me on whether or not they should be ‘getting their girl on’ than what happens after they purge: they binge. They are drawn back to girlie things like a moth to flame, and it’s for a reason. That love affair is real and if it didn’t speak to them, if it didn’t mean something real to them, they could leave it forever. But they don’t, they can’t and that tells me that there should be no more purging. There comes a time where you just know who and what you are. The truth is the truth, and just because you eighty-six your bras and heels doesn’t mean you just changed who you were. So you find better hiding places and you live your truth the best you can, because if we could just change who we are with the flip of a switch, this would be a very different world. For those who continue to purge, everything has a root cause. Yes, you get to shop like mad and build your collection again, but you threw pieces of yourself away before you get to that point. Stop. Do a little soul searching and learn to love yourself. You’re worth it.
Ms Amber – I couldn’t agree more. The first thing I tell anyone that I talk to and they start out by saying, “I’m afraid I might be a sisyy…..” I always say two things, “Why are you afraid of that?” and “You are Honey, there’s not a “might” there – lol” Embrace who you are and if you need to keep it under wraps, then we’ll find a better way! If you are purging to pretend that you are not who you really are – it will not work in the long run. If you are purging to get over an ex, pour a glass of wine & call me – I understand – lol.